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Channel
الـــى مـــتى•
@eshqsama
On this record: Growth · Engagement · Posts · Citations · Cite this entry
2,334subscribers
-6 since we began measuring on 6 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of 1,000–3,162.
Register entry
| Telegram ID | -1001196718282 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @eshqsama |
| Created | Between 1 March 2018 and 31 July 2021— estimated from Telegram’s id allocation, not measured. How this range is calculated. |
| First recorded | 6 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 12 August 2026 |
| Measurements held | 4 |
| Confirmed unchanged | 1 time, most recently 12 August 2026 |
| On Telegram | t.me/eshqsama |
Growth
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 12 Aug 2026, 22:26 | 2,334 | -3 |
| 10 Aug 2026, 05:57 | 2,337 | -3 |
| 6 Aug 2026, 05:49 | 2,340 | no change |
| 6 Aug 2026, 05:24 | 2,340 | first reading |
Engagement
20 posts held, back to 17 November 2021 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 2 pagesof Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 20 posts for this entry, the most recent from 9 January 2023. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
Recent posts
يخرج سيجارة لإشعالها بآخر عود ثقاب لديه في حافظته و يتطاير دخانها على سطح منزله ، مهاجرًا روحه التي كادت أن تحترق من كثرة اليأس فيهآ ، يسحب أنفاسًا عميقة منها لإشعالها قبل أن تنطفئ من الهواء البارد و لإطفاء النار التي لا تنطفى بداخله ، ينظر إلى السماء متمعنا في النجوم الساطعه متمنيًا لو أنه شهاب طائر يصطدم بالخلاء و يختفي .
قبل أن نفترق بمدة ليست طويلة أخبرتكِ أن مهما سيحدث بيننا من خلافات دعِ طريق عودة لنعود ونصلح ما حدث، لكنكِ غادرتيني بالكامل دون أن تتركِ بصيص أمل لنعيش سويًا مستقبلًا وضعناه وخططناه معًا في ليلةٍ قمرية. غادرتِ وأنتِ تقولي ما خُلقنا لنكون معًا، يا لغباء عقلك أأنتِ من تحددي ذلك!!، يا ضعيفة الفكر وجبانة القلب يا مُغفلة، أتريد كُل شيء على طبق من ذهب دون تضحية أو مواجهة الأزمات والفوز بالتحديات أتريدِ شيئًا بدون تعب؟!
أُعاني منّي، وأعاني ممّا تعانية أنت! فلازلتُ عند كلمتي: "نحن جسدٌّ واحد".
أين الوعود و العهود التي قطعت ؟ - قُطعت.
- مشكلتي هي التفاصيل ، أنا لا أجيـد التجـاهل ، كلمة واحدة قد تجعلني حزين ، ذكرى قاتلة تعبر قد تغير مزاجي لعدة أيام ، التفاصيل الصغيرة تقتلني بشدة.
وعاهدتُ نفسي إلا أشتاق ،
وها أنا أخونُ ألعَهد
من نتائج فقدان الشغف القاسيه ان كلّ الأمور التي كنت تطلبها من أعوام تأتي اليوم راغمهِ ، لكن لهفه الأمس زهادَة اليوم.
- لم أكن ذا شغفاً بالزهور -كنتِ زهرتي الوحيده - كنتِ
يُصعب تَجاوَزي ، أنَا الذِي يَترُكُ أثرًا.
"أنا عدو الأماكن المزدحمة، التباهي بالمال والنسب، التصنع، الأشخاص المستهلكين، العلاقات العابرة، والإجتماعات المليئة بالنفاق والكذب."
Showing the 12 most recent of 20 posts we hold for @eshqsama. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
Citation-graph rank
Citation-graph rank — 1,138,103 of 1,350,102entries in the measured graph. A weighted position computed from the forward and mention edges below — republished posts weigh more than named mentions — and recomputed periodically, over the whole graph. Published only as this ordinal position, never as a score: a position is a fact, and a score printed beside one channel’s name would read as a verdict this register does not make. The two counts beneath stay separate for the same reason mentions are never summed with forwards anywhere else on this page — a named-by count costs nothing to manufacture. The top 100 by this measure, or how it is computed.
Forward network
Republished by
Channels on the register that have forwarded this channel's posts into their own feed.
Republishes
Channels on the register whose posts this channel has forwarded.
Built only from forwarded posts we have actually read, on both sides. Coverage is early and deliberately incomplete: a missing link means we have not read the post that would prove it, never that the relationship does not exist. Counts are distinct forwarded posts observed, so they only ever go up as we read more.
Cite this entry
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 12 August 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“الـــى مـــتى•” (@eshqsama), 2,334 subscribers as measured 12 August 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/eshqsama.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.