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Channel
دفتر خاطرات گربهی کوچه پشتی.
@cigarettesafterkillingu
On this record: Growth · Engagement · What this channel posts · Posts · Citations · Telegram's recommendations · Cite this entry
2,943subscribers
-5 since we began measuring on 5 September 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of 1,000–3,162.
Register entry
| Telegram ID | -1001803681706 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @cigarettesafterkillingu |
| Created | Between 1 October 2022 and 30 September 2023 — estimated from Telegram’s id allocation, not measured. How this range is calculated. |
| First recorded | 5 September 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 7 September 2026 |
| Measurements held | 3 |
| Confirmed unchanged | 1 time, most recently 7 September 2026 |
| On Telegram | t.me/cigarettesafterkillingu |
Growth
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 7 Sept 2026, 02:16 | 2,943 | -5 |
| 5 Sept 2026, 04:22 | 2,948 | no change |
| 5 Sept 2026, 03:47 | 2,948 | first reading |
Engagement
19 posts held, back to 24 December 2025 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 page of Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 19 posts for this entry, the most recent from 28 July 2026. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
What this channel posts
- Video runtime
- 26s
- Average length
- 13s
Measured directly from 2 videos with a duration reading, out of the posts we hold for this channel — not this channel’s whole posting history, only the sample this register has actually read. An exact reading to the second, taken from the post itself rather than from Telegram’s own rounded chrome, so it carries no ≈ mark.
Recent posts
لازم دونستم اینو اینجا بگم که این چنل به احترام تمام کسانی که صد و چهل و هشت روز میشه بین ما نیستن دیگه هیچ فعالیتی نداره. ممنونم از تمام این مدتی که اینجا کنار من بودید، به امید آزادی.
«درود به مردم شریف ایران»، «به نام خدا من ژینا امینی هستم»، «بچهها نخندینا»، «بارون اومد و یادم داد، تو زورت بیشتره»، «ندا نترس، ندا بمون»، «یه دل میگه برم برم برم»، «سلام، من مهرشاد هستم»، «من هم فرزند کسی هستم»، «توی همین موازات بودیم، دستمون تو دست هم بود، یهو دیدم افتاد»، «بچههای منو کشتن، گفتن خطای انسانی بوده»، «دارن این همه آدم رو میکشن که بگن یک نفرو نکشتن؟»، «سلام، به چنل یوتیوب سارینا خوش اومدید»، «حید…
دیگه زندگی برام شده سراسر کابوس و میشه گفت کابوسایی که وقتی خوابم میبینم از کابوسی که توی بیداری دارم زندگی میکنم قابل تحملتره.
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نامها را بهخاطر بسپار.
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Showing the 12 most recent of 19 posts we hold for @cigarettesafterkillingu. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
Forward network
Republishes
Channels on the register whose posts this channel has forwarded.
Built only from forwarded posts we have actually read, on both sides. Coverage is early and deliberately incomplete: a missing link means we have not read the post that would prove it, never that the relationship does not exist. Counts are distinct forwarded posts observed, so they only ever go up as we read more.
Appears in Telegram’s recommendations for other channels
The reverse of the list above, and a different kind of signal. This does not require this channel to have ever been asked about directly — each row below is a channel we DID ask Telegram about, whose Telegram-generated list happened to include this one. A channel can appear here with an empty list above it, because being named by someone else’s query is independent of having been queried itself.
@EyesLieChico · 32,822
Telegram ranks this channel #41 of 52 here — alongside 51 others — read 5 September 2026
This channel appears in 1 seed channel's Telegram-generated recommendation list in total. Each is Telegram’s list for THAT channel, not this one — see how this is measured.
Cite this entry
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 7 September 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“دفتر خاطرات گربهی کوچه پشتی.” (@cigarettesafterkillingu), 2,943 subscribers as measured 7 September 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/cigarettesafterkillingu.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.